in a funk lately

i'm suddenly in the poetry mode lately, bad poetry that is. i have no clue how poetry should be written or when to rhyme. i just write what i think and feel about a subject and then edit it to make it sound prolific to the audience/readers. that is actually so pathetic on so many levels. #1 nobody understands the crap i usually write in simple english, #2 they sure as hell won't understand it any better in jazzed up english, #3 and i only think its jazzed up english, for everyone else its just incoherent strings of rarely used words, #4 but who am i kidding, nobody knows about this blog and i'm just talking to myself while thinking there is an audience that cares... up next another poem i've been toying with in my head.